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Article 24
interestingly, the locum seems to have made my uterus less hurty than the dr I adore.opu report: 11.30 Monday, two eggs - an improvement over last time's empty follice.now it's 2.15 pm and I am waiting...
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Article 23
so I have a transfer appointment tomorrow. and a new naturopath appointment on Saturday. don't know if there are one or two embies. don't know if it/they will even make it to transfer. do know that the...
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Article 22
resisting doing the happy dance.people - including ivf dr - seem to expect it of me. but until I am pregnant there is no reason to. still, it is better than nothing: TWO embies. considering I'm 45 and...
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Article 21
of all the inconveniences this stuff involves - the appointments at 7am, the waiting rooms, the juggling, even the injections - the one that gets to me most is the NOT EXERCISING.yesterday morning I...
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Article 20
temperature not doing anything it didn't do on the non-tx cycle. not even with the progesterone. I know what this means. I'm still trying not to over-exercise, which creates its own anxieties - it's...
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Article 19
ok, so wasted some time looking at charting info online and in my book...a triphasic pattern isn't essential to be pg. but I'm sure I was when I got pregnant nine years ago. better shut up now. driving...
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Article 18
Christmas. have headache. got video of A being unbelievably excited about his giant Lego kit. went back to bed, which I never, ever, ever do. girding myself for inlaws long boring lunch. starting to...
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Article 17
don't feel like blogging but putting some things on record...dec cycle no good of course. january fsh 18ish so had a month to travel. got a test while o/s and fsh 7.2, but I still suspect that might...
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Article 16
strange world when I have to remind myself that feeling awful may not be a good thing. haven't had a decent homecooked meal for a few days. had stupid acupuncture this morning, felt like such a waste...
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Article 15
blood test is not till Thursday, but already I know. my temperatures, which had been relatively up, have dived to 37.5 over the past two mornings.and I feel premenstrual, not pregnant. it's day 13po so...
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Article 14
it's March 20. I have just over two months left. this is not going to happen, is it?
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Article 13
another jumbled blog full of scribbled thoughts...nearly didn't blog as I think I'll probably cry but have 10 mins so... dr appt this morning. I'm in a cycle, but at 16.5fsh and a month to my 46th...
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Article 12
did I not blog the Feb-march cycle? sure I did, but I can't see it. anyway that was a ball: cyst removed early in cycle, different dr did tx of one emby: no dice. did I blog the one with two embies?...
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Article 11
from a week ago in bedside notebook: I can choose not to do this at this point. because I know it will make me a human shock absorber again. is easy good? Plan B still feels hollow. can't win either...
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Article 10
another rushed post. everything is rushed atm. opu scheduled for friday. one follicle. tx monday, if we get there and somehow I am doubting we will. talked to my relative today. played with her kids...
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Article 9
blah. no really, blah. this has nothing and everything to do with ivf: I am having trouble focussing on things. my uni work feels like such a slog and a waste of precious days it's becoming depressing....
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Article 8
ah. notice I didn't blog last cycle's disaster. no egg in the follicle. so now waiting for Day one and my last ever FSH test. no hope at all in that direction but when it's really over will still hit...
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Article 7
bloods saturday; fsh 13.5. so here we go again. I am supposed to be on 175 of FSH but I am shooting up 200. wicked, huh? scan Friday. hoping to get this one over with. hell, hoping I'll get pregnant....
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Article 6
things A. does: sings little songs when sitting on my lap. the songs are about how much he loves all the people in his life: "I love my mushy and my Mr and my Rshoo (that's the dog) and my pookies...
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Article 5
bloody blogger dumped my post. anyway...this is an update here as distinct from the forum I've been on lately. opu today; my 46th birthday. one follie, one egg. dr had me on 175 iui but I put it up to...
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